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let me never be complete,

may i never be content.

is time to throw the shit on the fan.

Milena Velba - At Work

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I've been very emotional, tearful, intense. 've been thinking a lot. happens that there is a flurry of things happening at once in my life, and when it is so, I get confused. I am very detail oriented and observe others, and this is sometimes a problem - I find it very difficult to have to always think of all that is something, in all cases, the consequences of what may or may not happen. remember the collection of children's books (I love this word, it is an age rating totally generic Typical adult thing) "save yourself if you can? since then. the facts of my days are in my head, like the pages of this collection of books in which people could choose where to Indy and friends would in the next step of the adventure. just that everything that happens hypothetically here. color.

have returned to work on a "firm" is making me quite well. I like to instigate things that challenge me, that make me want to be better known and more. nerd pride. I was happy because the people are great: smart, nice, open. Amazing. was feeling a lot of deep discussions and lack of content production collective subject whose end-point do not get there immediately. issues that give me gifts to take home.

been talking a little (again) about the role of advertising and marketing on system maintenance on our influence and responsibility in this process, about everything that has always bothered Mechanisms ones - and that grazadeus, casperianos bother too. Good to know. I like people and troubled unaccommodated.

like intense people, and I missed them. so I went looking for some people today. I rejoice in knowing that they are still there where I left them, and things change, but not the essence. I can be very sloppy at times, but had the best tutors - You know who you are.

last week entered a crisis absurd, in one to think that my exterior was at odds with my core, all a deep incoherence. I spent a whole day with Nhaca. was one of those days when we see things happening in front of us but does not participate in anything, like in a large aquarium and life rolled out there. I was hard. I think one day I suffered all that I suffered in three months. but as I think that suffering is necessary and productive and that teaches us to see things clearer, I made some decisions:

• 'll cut your hair
• 'll be more accurate, visually speaking, to whom I am psychologically talking
• 'll redecorate
• will produce more - art, text, content
• 'll read more
• I tell people that I love I love indeed. spread the love, babe!

all this may seem like a sappy ending, but you know what? shit. I need to lay it all out, but go crazy. I know you do. ie: this is the first in a series of introspective posts.

love you all.